Missing

I'm not missing you
Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Don't know what I was missing or why I ain't listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go, hurt again
Cause of my curiosity
Now that its over
What else could it be he just had to cheat
I made a promise never to settle
Why didn't I keep it?
'Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around
I'm not missing you
I'm not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me
I'm not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going because
I got life to do
I know I'm usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time its different
I don't even feel the distance
I'm not missing you

S.A.B.A.R

Lama sangat dah terbiar tak bersentuh, menulis, membaca dan ada yang dah bersuara 'bila nak update blog', tak update ke blog' dan dan... Thanks guys sebab nak ambil tahu. Sabar:'|...aku perlu banyak masa sekarang untuk buat macam-macam benda yang perlu diutamakan selain nak update blog.
Wait ya. I will update soon. Promise~*


xoxo

Saya Tak Kuat

Ini hari penting.

Saya tengah study*bukak buku je lebih")* sementara tunggu pukul 12 lebih semata-mata nak msg awak untuk wish. Buku numerical method depan mata tak menarik tumpuan langsung. Kepala otak pulak ingat2 lupa rumus dan segala formula penting.

Tepat 12.05 terus msg awak tanpa harapkan balasan msg sebab dah paham sangat. Niat tak nak nganggu awak. Saya tahu awak sibuk dan letih. 7 minit kemudian fon berbunyi maksudnye ade respon dari awak. Dalam hati dah senyum lebar berbunga2 kemboja tapi bila bace je msg yang tanpa noktah dan koma terus hampa or lebih tepat lagi tawar':|...
Mungkin salah waktu dan tempat tapi msg tu ikhlas dari hati sebab awak tahu kenapa. Mungkin salah saya. Kalaulah awak tahu dan faham macam saya faham awak.

Saya tak kuat =(